On reading Ann's words this morning, I knew I had to share...
My
daughter and her friends were talking recently about a young man they
heard of who sits in his black clothes and black hair and stares from
the street corner at passersby. How many times he must get passed by
in a day, left alone and looked away from? What devastation or
torment reduced him to this? Her heart was broken for him and all who
are like him; she knew it could well be her in that place on the
corner but for the Grace of a Savior Who pulled her back to her feet. Honestly, it could be me, too. Without Grace, aren't we all just a diagnosis,
divorce, job loss or secret shame away from brokenness that brings us
to our knees?
These
hard things happen to all of us, they bruise and twist and mangle and
bleed a soul. It is Grace that comes and wraps Love around wounds to
let healing begin. Grace places us in a community that circles the
arms so we can feel His Love. We didn't do anything to earn that
Grace or these friends that support and we don't even deserve our
meager faith. And my faith is meager if I see a broken, bleeding soul
and judge instead of being Samaritan Love to the broken on the side
of the road. How can I say I walk in the Light when I walk right on
past the broken, eyes averted, secretly judging their circumstances and appearance? How can
I claim to be a Grace-follower when I am really a deserter? Jesus hasn't rejected him - I have.
I delude
myself and make Him out to be false and a liar when I can not or will
not see beyond the broken and past the ugly to see the beauty in a
soul – a soul He is drawing to Himself. Can I claim to see
with His eyes when I look away and pass quickly by? Or will I
be the Samaritan, full of His compassion and mercy for the
undeserving and sin-covered remembering I am undeserving and
sin-covered, too?
His
grace to me is wildly abundant and so I count (gifts 1753 - 1761) . . .
how He turns my darkness into light...grace that saves...His love that pours through family and friends...grace that heals and transforms a heart for His children...lessons from my daughter...prayer that brings us into His Presence...the knowledge of "but for the grace of God, there goes I"...remembering I am the wretch saved by His amazing grace...humbled